LETTERS FROM JOHNS

The first time I paid for sex I was twenty-four years old at a business convention in New Orleans. After finding out that my wife had slept ...

I was a thirty four year old virgin when I first visited a prostitute. I've always been shy and a bit of a computer geek, and somehow I ...

I don’t know why, but I still had the expectation that the actual act could equate to what I fantasized about. The girl was older, more exp...

I have a sexual fantasy that I don't talk about with anyone. It's far from my only fantasy, but this one is very specific and possib...

Both my marriages were mistakes in a way, especially the first one. Right out of college, I really had no clue what I needed or wanted, or w...

I've paid for sex three times. Once I was new to the West Coast and with no friends and I made eye contact with a pretty junkie walking...

At about the age of 50, I made a fabulous discovery. I'd married young and had only been with my wife to that point. That marriage event...